We are helpless, and waiting to be chosen as next victim of this terrorist attacks! Some protest and expression of anger is going on everywhere, but not sure if that will help us feel safe again! Not sure if I can let my kids go to market alone to buy a candy! Not sure if we can have a vacation somewhere on a tourist destination in India! I spend my childhood in India, and I felt safe, I spend 4 years in Singapore, and I felt safe, I felt safe in traveling alone to various part of South and West India during 90s, in my first job! But not anymore! I do not feel safe now!
Today was 6th Dec, the day better remembered for Babri Masjid demolition! Being a Saturday, I did not step out of my house! Its not that I am safe in my house, but the fear of unknown, something which can happen anytime, anywhere... did not let me venture out in the market!
I will go to office on Monday, as that is required, but avoid going to movies, or new year party or any other celebration! I have an excuse that due to grief of Mumbai attack, I am not participating in any of the celebration, but deep down I know that its my fear, and nothing else!
Now, the big question is - What kind of society am I giving my children? And will I ever feel safe in India?
I am still thinking, and do not know the answers! If anyone knows, please let me know the answer as well!
Today was 6th Dec, the day better remembered for Babri Masjid demolition! Being a Saturday, I did not step out of my house! Its not that I am safe in my house, but the fear of unknown, something which can happen anytime, anywhere... did not let me venture out in the market!
I will go to office on Monday, as that is required, but avoid going to movies, or new year party or any other celebration! I have an excuse that due to grief of Mumbai attack, I am not participating in any of the celebration, but deep down I know that its my fear, and nothing else!
Now, the big question is - What kind of society am I giving my children? And will I ever feel safe in India?
I am still thinking, and do not know the answers! If anyone knows, please let me know the answer as well!
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